THIS DAY, THE 16TH

Well, I'm here. Figures. For the last few days, I've been just reading and listening to music. Ms. Mills is going to talk to us one at a time, I think. Something about being here and working. I finished my iWeb, that's why I was reading. I finally did bookclubs this week, never did any for about 3 school years. I think I just need one more. Confrontation and fear. I still want to (need to) meet the Jonas Brothers. I'm lost and confused. But that's regular to me, it's always like this each day. INSEPARABLE!!! I'm feeling Proud right now and I don't really know why. I want gum. I'M LOST... Maybe I should skip my other classes and just go to the *Library. I know I won't though. Okay, this is getting more and more random so I'll write in here later. BYE. (I WILL NOT BOW!!!)

What I did...or not...

Well, I'm in school apparently. I'm so tired, I have insomnia. I only had about 30 minutes of sleep, so stupid! I'm "supposed to" be writing about what I did but I don't know. Nothing happened, Siku visited though, as I proudly write it. I finished reading Bloodthirsty. I listened to music and wrote to Aayi. Watched movies. I was a good little dork!! My mind isn't functioning good (I don't think it ever did though) but I'M SOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!! Well, I just might end up complaining on this so I'll write later. Bye...

CHRISTMAS AND WHAT I WANT

Well, today's already THURSDAY!! I washed my hair and brushed my teeth!!! Hannah's doing the announcements and they just got done. I don't really like this blog today, it's kind of...dumb(to me). Aayi and Lady keep taunting me about it. I'm listening to music on the Silver ipod and not wanting to work on the iWeb thingy even though I won't have to work on it again if I finish it. I don't really know what I want for Christmas...haven't thought about it that much. Well, I'd like to meet the JONAS BROTHERS, go to a bookstore, something that starts with a "W" and nothing we can actually wrap in a gift box thingy. I'd like wood, lots of it and I don't really know why but whatever!! It's what I think I want. Or go see Big Apa at Nome. I don't know!!! It's too early to be thinking about this, the stuff I want. Well, this is getting me very frustrated so I'm going to be done and try and finish the stupid iWeb thingy. Later!!!

POOR UNFORTUNATE SOULS

I am feeling strange and tired as usual. I'm listening to music on the ("my") Silver ipod right now. I finally fell asleep earlier than staying up. I fell asleep around 2am after I wrote. THESE WALLS. I'm going to try work more on the iWeb thingy instead of just writing random things and staring at it. I miss Siku! Yesterday, when I woke up, I freaked out and got angry for about 10 minutes because I thought I left my math homework here when we didn't have any. Real dumb of me! I did R&R though. (W). We sang "happy birthday" to that one teacher, Ashley I guess. She's the one with the kindergartners. I can't wait until Christmas break so I can have more time for me and my stuff. I'm just stalling on here, it feels like. I'll write in here sometime later, going to try work on that iWeb!! LATER/BYE.

Insomnia and Other Random Things

Here I am in class. I have insomnia. *TMK!! Hannah's doing the announcements, as usual. She sounds louder than usual. I'm sitting with Lady and Aayi because I asked and I needed a plug in thingy. Salsa. I woke up too early and then had 2 hours of sleep before coming here. Ms. Mills said this blog post thing was whatever we wanted it to be. So here is mine. I have depression too. I'm one messed up girl, whatever. I'm lost and tired, so so tired! I need to wash my hair and brush my teeth. I'd write about my "problems" but I don't want to write about it on here, I like writing more when I'm actually using a pen to write it. I have a headache. It's quiet in here...nice and quiet! I got to start reading Books, barely been reading for almost two weeks. In a word, I've been busy (doing nothing). I want to listen to music and sleep forever and ever. I should work today but I don't know who I got to ask to like...work. Gods, I'm so spaced out. Well, I am going to stop writing in here because I'm just going to get more random and weird sounding or whatever.

MY WEEKEND AND EVERYTHING ELSE...KIND OF

Well, I'm so so so very tired and exhausted! Barely had any sleep 'cause I was too busy staying up and wondering who I was. Apparently, I spent most of my weekend crying and feeling sorry for myself. It was so much fun!!! Was that too sarcastic? I guess so. The times I wasn't crying and feeling sorry for myself, I was being dumb and laughing at me. I played some games and pretended to read(unbelievable to me) from time to time. I listened to a lot of music. And used the camera. Mostly just spaced out. Something is wrong today, something is missing or is it just 'cause I'm tired? Ms. Mills is talking about how to do the website thing and I am running out of batteries. She's teaching us how to do it. I feel like I'm being taunted by everything...right now. I can't believe I am actually using the color pink but when I look at the name color, it keeps telling me it's fuschia and I don't know how to spell it. 25% remaining...!!!! Why does today feel so hard and it just started!!! Can I not do this?? I have a headache, kind of. I'm going to be done and go to my iWeb and pretend to work on it and space out. Later, Bye.

Friday, Dec. 3

Well, today is Friday. We have a sub so Ms. Mills, apparently, is still sick since yesterday. It's good in a way, we don't know what we're supposed to be doing. It's fine though. I know I'm working on my iWeb thingie but I don't know what else to add. Aayi's pregnant today and I keep trying not to laugh at her. I'm showing her some sympathy 'cause I know how it feels with that horrible belly on. It hurts on the front area. I thought it was going to suffocate me! Finally, I went to sleep earlier than I did the previous days. It was like, 12am or something. 4th Of July/Heart Song. I'm proud right now, I get to walk home!! I was angry this morning 'cause of all the snow and when we were coming up, we got stuck. So I decided to walk home and Mom agreed. The last few days have been... strange and confusing. I've been lost and spaced out. My left hand hurts 'cause I bit it, trying to "wake up." I need to get back to this thing called REALITY. I'm sitting in between Lady and Aayi. Piss just walked in, yuck. And left. I'm really shaking! I so want/need to meet the Jonas Brothers, they're awesome! I have about 400 something pictures of them in my laptop and about 2 posters of them, kind of. I finally read HOW TO BE POPULAR 2-ish days ago and I finished it yesterday. Me and Aayi "stole" it last year. Not really though. Aayi just saw her "organs" inside her pregnant belly. She finally went to the bathroom. JoAnn is here! She's our sub. Lady needs help with her webquest. I'm writing too much on here, am I? Well, I think so 'cause this blog is the longest one I wrote since I got this... email type thingie. Holy Gods, I got to go!! Class just ended!!! Yikes!!! Bye, it's 9:27am.

December 1, Wednesday

Well, I have never made a website before. I don't know what it'd look like and how it will be. We're talking about it right now. And again, I'm tired. I want to go home. I don't think I have anything else to write so I'll write in here later. Bye.